patience

my days has been ok so far
been working, going to school, doing stuffs, gym and the usuals..

been doing some soul searching too
and ive finally ended up somewhere
good thing that i was able to discover that

PAINFUL AT FIRST.. damn it was so painful discovering that

so painful that it came to a point that i cant feel the pain anymore
but as promised IT WILL BE A SECRET TILL I DIE

ive discovered something that made me change my outlook in life
and now i am back!

im back to the reality..

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lets talk about friends:

last night , while i was drinking my classic coffee that i made myself and watching that movie that ive been dying to watch on my portable player ive realized something about my friends..

i have lots of the so-called friends, but i have few which i can call my friend..

yda this is for you, i love you dearly
yda and i.. weve been friends for 2 yrs now, yda was my xs’ former bestfriend
despite that we’ve managed to be close
for we know that despite the tragic ending me and long time x had, we know we are friends!

while i was having this emo moment , yda gave me a call,
i cried because i heard her voice..
she was checking on me ,on how i was, i kept on crying and we ended up laughing..
we had this sort of telephatic connection hahaha!!!

friday and saturday : spent half of my day to be with my beloved friends

i miss u guys, i feel safe when im with you!

i miss you yda.. and u know i love u..
ok done with yda, lets go to this ONE

for you my beloved BIATCH "friend", BACK OFF..
u dont know me!

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i am happy with my job

i hope my friends who doesnt have a stable job will find theirs too soon. . .

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im ok, really. .for those who have been asking

yeah i am happy, gained new friends..

i can manage, especially after what ive discovered

as per "the boys" i should say = 0
coz i am happy and contented being single
besides no one dares to do their moves
or i am too intimidating for them to do so?

anyways its ok and im ok with it

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other things happening to me will all be kept private as promised .. .

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apparently all those time ive spent discovering something was all worth it

i knew this day would come , i havent thought though this will come this soon

but im glad.
life is really full of surprises

full of challenges and risk
i love risk.. i love the challenges

im glad , extremely overwhelmed, that my hunches are all right

hold on, its just starting! . . .